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Courtney Murder
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About Me Premium Member Deviously Deviant Courtney16/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 1 Year
6 Month Premium Membership Statistics 68 Deviations
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Stamps

This is just the first page of my stamp collection. :3

Shoutbox

*mieneliebe:iconmieneliebe:
Whoa. I need to check my shoutbox sometimes. xD Thanks. <3
Sun Aug 16, 2009, 5:13 AM
~worriedaboutray:iconworriedaboutray:
I LOVE YOUR ICON!!!!
Thu Aug 13, 2009, 1:28 AM
*mieneliebe:iconmieneliebe:
C'mon. Shoutbox rape me. D;
Wed Jul 15, 2009, 4:17 PM
*mieneliebe:iconmieneliebe:
WHOO. My shoutbox has been raped. xD
Tue Jun 16, 2009, 11:12 AM
~Amai-Azarni:iconAmai-Azarni:
*shoutbox rape* :3
Fri Jun 5, 2009, 8:07 AM
=Tami6677:iconTami6677:
Moo moo! 8D
Tue Jun 2, 2009, 11:01 PM
~Amai-Azarni:iconAmai-Azarni:
Boo! O_O
Sun May 31, 2009, 10:15 AM

Once again, life is not the greatest.

Journal Entry: Sat Nov 7, 2009, 12:39 AM
To say the least, my life has been a hell hole lately. I can't divulge the specifics of my life, but I can tell you that I've been extremely depressed lately. It's almost as if nothing has gone according to plan and all I can do is watch my life flashing by. Only the closest of my friends believe what's happening to me and even the police won't believe me. Something's telling me that I just have to give up until someone can help me - until someone can pull me out of the hell hole that I've slipped into.

The thought of running away, however, is extremely tempting. If only I had the money to go to Emzy's or the ability to go to Jen's right now... I know I'd be safe there and I wouldn't have any reason to fear the people I fear anymore. They wouldn't be able to contact me and they wouldn't be able to find me. I'd be utterly safe and around people who actually care for me, but - no! - I can't find money anywhere. And all of the jobs that are around here are just... shit holes. I mean, IGA? They paid me twenty cents under what they're legally supposed to pay me.

Now I sound like some little... whiney, emo brat.

But... God, things have just been so tough around here lately. I got so depressed that I stayed home for two weeks and I just feel like dropping out of high school at this point. Things just don't seem to make sense anymore and I feel like everything's just falling apart around me. The only thing that seems to be going well are my relationships with my friends and my art. Not to say that those alone don't make me happy, but what's happening elsewhere is driving me insane.

-Sigh.-

I pray I can find a light in this dark tunnel.

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  • Mood: Neglect
  • Listening to: Some movie on Syfy.
  • Reading: These words...
  • Watching: Some movie on Syfy.
  • Playing: Nothing.
  • Eating: Nothing.
  • Drinking: Water.

deviantID

Hello, and welcome. My name is Courtney and that's pretty much the only name you'll get out of me. That's just because I'm paranoid and don't often tell people I don't necessarily trust who I am. After all, I don't need you stealing my identity and what little money I may have.

Now that I'm done with that little rant, I'll say some about myself, my personality, and my gallery. :]

As I had mentioned before, my name is Courtney. If you wish to go by a first-and-last name basis (or just last name), I tend to go by Courtney Murder. There's a small story behind it, which I may some day tell in my journal. However, I'm rather uncertain as to what all I may put into my journal. After all, I have an 'actual journal' in real life where I pour my heart out and I just don't know whether I can trust all of you deviants. (Particularly seeing as some of you have been stealing lineart and claiming it as your own. HOW DESPICABLE! You ought to be ashamed of yourselves. -Steps off of her soapbox.-) I attend Eureka High School in Illinois (Go Hornets!) and currently live with both of my parents, three younger sisters, and two dogs. I'm more of a loner when it comes to school and hanging out afterword, but that doesn't mean that I'm not friendly. Honestly, I'm a people-pleaser. I like to make people smile and watch them walk away from me with a smile on their face saying, "God, that was fun." But that doesn't mean I won't get all up in your grill if you piss me off. After all, I'm not a doormat, kiddies. The most enjoyable thing to me is listening to music while either writing or drawing. Also, I just recently got into drawing so I'm, of course, looking for criticism. However, it must be constructive criticism. Don't just write that you think my drawing/coloring/et cetera is the worst you have ever seen and that I need quite a bit of work. I can assure you whole-heartedly that I can spot my mistakes and weaknesses before you ever could. I'm a Scorpio, so I'm obviously going to be pissed off at you for quite some time if you get on my badside. Besides that, I can be completely vicious, so you'll end up with a fairly nasty fight on your hands. I'm a grammar Nazi and will fix your mistakes for you. I'm a bigger girl and I'm proud of it. I'm unique and you can bet your ass I'm not gonna change.

So, enjoy my artwork, eh? Maybe send me comment? I love chatting. :]

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Illinois, USA
  • Interests: Photography, drawing, writing.
  • Favourite movie: Hm... The original Dirty Dancing.
  • Favourite band or musician: Fall Out Boy/Rascal Flatts.
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock/country. Depends on my mood.
  • Favourite artist: Possibly... Fall Out Boy or The All American Rejects.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allen Poe/William Shakespeare.
  • Favourite style of art: Anime.
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod. <33
  • Favourite game: Sims.
  • Favourite gaming platform: Um. Computer or GameCube. 8D or old-school Nintendo/Calico vision.
  • Favourite cartoon character: UM. IDK. BUGS BUNNY?
  • Personal Quote: Life gives us lemons, and sometimes they're really sour. You just have to take it as it comes.
  • Tools of the Trade: Mechanical pencil, crayons/colored pencils, sharpies, and a little bit of musical inspiration.

What do you think of my most recent CG's? 

50%
1 deviant said It's not bad. I wouldn't go so far as 'amazing', but they're fair.
50%
1 deviant said COURTNEY LIKES GINGAHS. SUCK IIIIT.
0%
No deviants said Amazing! Do more? Do one for me? :3
0%
No deviants said ...You suck.
0%
No deviants said IT'S HORRID. WHAT THE FUCK'S WRONG WITH YOU?
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No deviants said I'm jealous. D;
0%
No deviants said ...I'm just bored and/or don't give a fuck.
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Comments


:iconchrislea:
*chrislea Sep 2, 2009, 7:00:11 PM
Thanks for the +faves! ^_^
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*mieneliebe Sep 3, 2009, 10:23:05 AM
No problem. ^^

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Courtney Murder-
Because she can't always be sane.
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=ditto9 Sep 2, 2009, 12:12:53 PM
Thanks for the faves on my tutorials! Hope they help x

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*mieneliebe Sep 2, 2009, 3:48:25 PM
No problem. I'm sure they will. ^^

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Courtney Murder-
Because she can't always be sane.
:iconkasumialche:
~KasumiAlche Aug 16, 2009, 2:21:57 PM
Thanks for the deviant watch! Good luck with the pricing on Gaia :3
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~mesmerizethis Jul 3, 2009, 8:52:07 AM
Thank you very
much for the fave on
Chibi Animals.
Glad you liked them!

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omfg.
:iconmieneliebe:
*mieneliebe Jul 3, 2009, 10:07:51 AM
No problem. You're very welcome. :]

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Courtney Murder-
Because she can't always be sane.
:iconfeusigil:
~FeuSigil Jun 27, 2009, 10:50:57 PM
Thanks for the fav :thanks:
:iconmieneliebe:
*mieneliebe Jun 28, 2009, 5:55:51 AM
No problem. You're very welcome. <3

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Courtney Murder-
Because she can't always be sane.
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